Why do we fall down, Bruce?

my most recent status currently....i don't have any actual reasons for posting it...just sounded very wise...not the question..but the answer..

"so we can learn to pick ourselves back up again"

simple..subdtle and not the least bit corny...well to me...

for those of you who are still scratching your heads, making wierd faces and have their mouse on that big fat juicy red 'X'..just gimme a few seconds to explain what i'm blabbering about..xD

it's a line from one of the BATMAN sagas..Batman Begins...but i don't wanna talk about the movie..you can find a good review on 'the rotten tomatoes' show'

ever fallen down?i mean literally fall..with the help from our dear friend gravity accompanied by uncle pavement?with hundreds of eyes watching that minimum impact..how would u get back to your feet?would do tumble rolls and act like it was all planned from the huge THUD to the little blisters on almost every square inch of your left elbow?would u lie down and look at the sky and wait till nobody's looking to painfully ease your way to your feet?or just stand up brush off the rubble from the massive whole in the ground you just left and walk away like there's another 2hours for your next lecture?

the way we move on after an incident in our lives shows how much we have really grown..be it it bitter or sweet..be it heart warming or liver wrenching..the most important thing is that what we learn from what happened..and try to move on..live a better and more fulfilling life..

never fret because there's always a reason for everything...everything..never think that you should have done something..but you haven't..just pick yourself up..and move on BRO!!

if a clenched fist comes at you at the exact speed of 120mph with a 67 degree angle from the south west of your face..a lesson should be learned..you'd better not call a body builder gay for the rest of your life..if you can still talk after that, that is..a life is more fulfilling with a full set of teeth wouldn't you agree?

this is just my POV..you can hate it love it or worship it..i'm not gonna say i don't care because i do..pleasant day i bid to thee ^_^

I'm Not WorThy

i am proud to say that i was once an active member of the best organisation in Univeristi Kebangsaan Malaysia..Urusetia Pembangunan Sumber Manusia(UPSM) but due to certain restraints..i had to pull myself out..i planned bout it for some while though..

UPSM has given me things that i couldn't imagine i could get anywhere else..love..compassion..understanding..and friendship..UPSM trained me to become a trainer and eventhough i 'm not qualified to train anyone..i do have the basic knowledge of the field..

UPSM has shaped me to who i am now..but even with all the knowledge i curently have..i'm not sure how i'm going to hold the burden of becoming the president of Micribiology Cub..this is by far the most straight forward post from me..no witty phrases..no crafty insults..just me speaking my mind bout this current issue..and i just want support from every member of the club..to right the wrongs of our seniors..to shed some light on the narrow mind set of our beloved microbiologists to be...

SiLveR LinIngs ArE eVerywHere..

yesterday wasn't da best day of my life..it was hectic..exhausting..and at times painful..da whole nite was a stress for me..pressure was squashing me like a giant hammer smashing a lemon...

but ALHADULILLAH..all praise be to Him...i endured it with frens..and my committee..id first like to thank my deputy...Khairul for always being there whenever i needed him..Que for the advice and smacks in the face i needed...Faiq for accepting to help at such notice..adib for helping out khairul with the bus arrangements...i would also like to thank all who have helped in making last night's dinner a success...i guess u could call it that...

you might think that i'm a wuss complaining bout this..and i am...technically..but not at heart...huuuuuuuuuu..

after taking care of my duties of the night..i was blessed with the opportunity to have a chat over a cup of coffee with Al-Akh Kadir(the lorry driver)..he's what we call a karkun (or tabligh for those of u aren't familiar with the word)..and goes out in the road of ALLAH azzawajal...he so kindly shared some stories..bout how he heard some speeches on his journeys..

and i shared my feelings for the

 night...and asked for advise..all he said bout it was..to have a calm heart..just positively(husnuzzhan) or give the benefit of the doubt while asking for forgiveness (istghfar)..

reminding ourselves that we are not perfect and look to improve ourselves than others..now i;m sharing it with anyone who has eyes and can read..

after the chat..we went our separate ways..where wished each other peace and blessings with giving each other a big hug..

i went back to room with a calm heart..felt like crying thinking bout how foolish i was.thinking so badly of others..i hope to become stronger from this..and become a better muslim..

Authenticated Israeli Crime in Gaza: killing patients in cold blood

Authenticated Israeli Crime in Gaza: killing patients in cold blood

For the past 6 months Israeli occupation committed illegal and savage massacres against Palestinians. The committed actions (massacres) are flagrant and obvious violations of human rights law, four Geneva conventions and other international human laws and charters. Infants, old men and old women have been killed in cold blood. Yet Israel and its occupation forces say, "we are defending ourselves and own country!" Therefore, we ask a question! Are old men, old women and infants holding guns? Are they firing rockets? Are they…. Are they and are they! Wonders will not end bye the end of these words.

The more astonishing reality is the fact of those people in the following pictures. They are mostly patients with chronic diseases. They are being killed due to siege imposed on Gaza Strip. Israel is firing, shooting, and preventing them from having medicines and banning them from traveling abroad for medications.

Ironically, those patients are in serious health situations and they are spending their times in Intensive Care Unit, ICU. However, Israel is always rejecting their medical requests to leave for medications outside! The ready pretext made by Israel is, "they are source of danger on our state."

Hence, we raise some questions with the help of patients' pictures in Gazas' hospitals. Are those powerless people able to bother Israel by blowing up themselves? Are they able to fire or short? Why they are banned from having medications abroad? Why Israelis reject letting medicines into Gaza Strip?

It's remarkable that health sector has been rapidly and dramatically affected by the siege. According to the latest Humanitarian Situation Report of the Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs (OCHA) released on October 9th, 2007, fewer than five patients crossed into Israel/West Bank each day for medical treatment compared to an average of 40 patients per day in July. World Health Organization has indicated, though, that an average of 1000 patients used to leave Gaza for treatment each month prior to the mid-June closures. But now, all patients are banned to leave outside for urgent surgeries and medications!

The following pictures exclusively have been taken by Popular Committee Against Siege (PCAS). They are some of siege ramifications on health sector.

More pictures:

http://picasaweb.google.com/freegaza.ps/DyingPatientsInICU

http://picasaweb.google.com/freegaza.ps/NewelyBornBabiesSick

http://picasaweb.google.com/freegaza.ps/GazaHealthCrisisDecember2007

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nEW sEm??neW ME??

a new sem has arrived..it's already been bout 3weeks since i left my comfy bed in penang...3 whole weeks without the hustle and bustle n sounds of angry drivers honking their horns like there's no tomorrow..3 weeks of registering...buying new books..looking for classes..taking down lecture notes that only give us 2.3seconds to jot down while the lecturers blabber on about how fascinating a cell is..or how extremely complex a chromosome is regardless of its origin..excepting my less than acceptably GPA..nothing new..been there..done that..but still..after living for so long..soo flipping long..i still can't open my own eyes..i still can't face the fact that i HAVE to change..i HAVE to be a better me..not for myself...not for my family..but for the DEEN i believe in..U don't have to be perfect to make urself a muslim..u don't have to have 15diplomas  from 4different universities to be able imbrace islam..HECK..Bilal  was a slave when he believed in the one and true creator..ehem2..sorry melalut jap..emm..i just excluded mself from being an exCo from my facultie's student body..on my way of letting go of another position in my theater club..i know that being in a club or society doesn't effect our or more importantly...MY grades..it's after when we don't commit...that's when the problems kick in..

after thinking it over rationally..i drew out a theory bout being active in clubs or societies or student bodies or even in your college's annual dinner prep..usually the normal everyday person would say this.."yo Joe, i don't think i'm going to da meeting tonite..i'd be better off studying or finishing of that overdue paper prof mu'adz asked for last week"

from here..we can see two things already(well three, ignoring the part about me suddenly being a professor and giving student's homework )..the first thing is his attitude..he doesn't care bout his duty to go to the meeting..he disregards the face that he has been given the faith to hold a position..yet he coolly studies n 'spends his time well' 'while letting the others go for the meeting..he doesn't know that his time studying isn't blessed because he's very being irresponsible..and when he tries to answer the final paper..he suddenly turn blank as he cannot remember wat he learnt during the time he was SUPPOSED to be in a meeting..and the second thing is that he has an overdue paper..this is due to the fact that he has not commited himself into wat he had promised to commit..so God Al-Mighty doesn't give him time to finish his assignment as his duty to go to the meeting wasn't fullfiled...So i Can'T n NevEr will put da blame on anything but myself..n i hope that i will change for the better...(^_^')